How's it Going?

I'd have to say I'm a bit tense. Apparently my dad didn't realize he had a drink problem until I yelled at him about how inane he was being and told him the next time he said something like "oh, well she hates me." It won't be just a saying anymore. I know that's harsh, but so is what he's doing. I could handle this little drinking problem of his until he started harassing my brothers for stupid reasons. And he said it wasn't any of my business. I bet he doesn't think that way anymore. Oi. Good ol' music. That's all I need right now. There's no one here.

I'm doing alright... Just really frantic about my story. I haven't gotten much done in the past few days and that's driving me insane. Of course, it doesn't help that I'm eitehr being yelled at or yelled for when I get good and started on something. I hate being interrupted during the middle of a scene. I did write that sex scene that I wanted. Its at the end of chapter 24. There's not a lot of great detail, but it's nice and subtle. I'm awaiting youko mama's word about it. Right now, I'm just sitting here listening to Awake. I wish that the burner worked. I would burn me a copy. But I'm scared to try it because of how shitty the PC is now. Anyway. That's my life up to right now.

It's actually been pretty good. I've come into about 200 new songs since the beginning of this week. Three of the best snags would have to be the Awake album(thanks Mel), the Love Letter album and the Kagen no Tsuki soundtrack. The major score would have to be finding the movie for only $8.50. Can't wait till it gets here.

Wow, it's been such an annoying week that I forgot I created this forum. How sad is that? I still can't believe you got that movie for S8.50. I hope you like it when you get it. I liked the plot of it a lot better than Moon Child, but be prepared because Hyde doesn't have a huge amount of screen time. I just made one of those Atrac cds with all of the Laruku songs I have. I love those cds cause you can fit hundreds of songs and actually organize them and stuff.

People always tend to forget things when they get busy. Even a little bit of Hyde is good for me. I'm going away this weekend so I've been burning me a few Laruku Cds so I'm stalked up for the four day family event thing. I should have about three or four when i'm done. I don't think i really have a lot of laruku though. I have about 47 songs... I need to buy CDs...

I wish that I could burn some cds, but the PC is so shitty that I can't trust it. That's why I need an external cd burner. It'd make my live so much easier. I have one paragraph wrote for chapter 25. Oh, youko mama's going to kill me. My head will me on a silver platter this time next week.

There, there. You said you wanted to be done by the 30th. There's still five days.

I would like for it to be finished by then, but she's the one that told me to have it finished by then. So... Let's just hope.

My boyfriend cut his hair really short after I'd asked him to keep it long, which sort of traumatized me for a second. Now rather than looking like Willy Wonka, he looks like a six-foot tall Hobbit. Which is still cute, of course. Other than that? I have applied for a job, and if I get it I will start off by buying every Malice Mizer CD/DVD in existance, then start saving up. We are buying a 4,000 square foot home on thiry-one acres for cheap, which is amazing to me because I have never lived in one place for more than three years, had a house bigger than 1,500 square feet, and the farthest I've ever been apart from my neighbors is forty feet. I am almost eighteen, but I am still going to build a cute little treehouse with a tireswing, because I never did get to do that when I was little. Always wanted to, though. We also have a spring-fed pond. I plan on creating a huge pumpkin patch near our stream to let my skunks roam free in. <3~~ Wow, this topic is fun. Just ramble on and on and not worry if anyone comments, or comment on other people's lives and just get to know people. <3

Kotori - The 'Clicked Singles Best 13' CD is pretty awesome. You can probably find it somewhere in the States, since I believe it was meant to be shipped internationally. X3 If I can find my disc, I'd burn a copy for you. Or at least scan the inserts. There is only one small picture of each band member, but they're good pictures. <3

I'm totally spamming this random spam forum. But I have to get this overexcitement out. Former member of Schwarz Stein, the composer Hora, has released a limited edition composition CD. 1000 copies. OF WHICH I HAVE TWO. Ohohoho. Yes. I am excited. Had to get that out. X3

"> X3 If I can find my disc, I'd burn a copy for you. Or at least scan the inserts. There is only one small picture of each band member, but they're good pictures. <3 Really? sweeet.

By the way - polish educational system reform totally sux. I graduated high school in April, had my final exams right after graduation, but it was just last week when I got the results. So I passed. And today I had my first exam 4 University - had to translate some txts from Polish into English and the other way around. The txts were full of words which like nobody uses and nobody knows. And I must say I`m not an idiot as 2 years ago I did the CPE certificate and I did had problems with that -*test*-('")s. The majority of people left the classes crying or swearing so most of them probably did worse than me and somehow that doesn`t make me happy. And the next exam 4 my beloved University course I have on August 1 so I must wait 4 it wondering whether some Uni wants me or not_o_. Sorry 4 spaming, I just had to share my frustration somewhere with somebody>.<.

despite the fact that my mother has banned my from yousendit. I'm still able to access to atleast upload music, so my site is still up and running because i seem to be able to upload music. I start work tomorrow.... I'm going to work at Foodland and bag things and retrieve carts and clean isles... go me... atleast i get paid. Now of course I have to join the stupid union so they take money out of my pay until the fifty dollars i need to pay the union is paid. My Mother then decide she was going to take twenty dollars out of every pay check. I don't even know how much I'm getting every pay and she's already deciding that she wants to take twenty. Shit, if she does that it's going to take me even longer to get the things i need and there for all my music files are going to have to stay on the computer. she's just fucking herself over too.

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